Stressful Sunday

Kelangan ko mag-gym, magpa-facial, at magpa-full body spa. I feel so ugly L I did not stop working on the biodata thing the whole day yesterday (from 7am to 11pm, with only wiwi and meal breaks and 1.5hrs of officers’ meeting as rest in between) because I want it out of my head ASAP. But time is so short that I was not able to finish gathering and correcting the encoded data from other secretaries whom I asked for help. I was able to deliver the photocopies for district and division offices at 11pm (after around 6 hours of sorting them per group per locale in 2 copies). I know my parents won’t allow me to go out because it’s really late so I sneaked out of our house to bring them to the district office, which is about 10mins away.

I was not able to go to my condo in Makati, like I used to every Sunday afternoon. I was really planning of going to Makati even if it’s already late. Parang naka-phobia na kasi ako sa pagsakay sa Ayala terminal sa min because of what happened last Thu. I also know that some of the drivers there are tulisans kaya lalo pa ko natatakot. Kanina nga, salamat sa Dios at nde ako pinabayaan ng instincts ko. Pagbaba ko, nakita ko may sticker na 3 colors sa plate number sa likod yung nasakyan kong FX papunta dito sa office. Sabi na nga ba, iba pakiramdam ko sa mga tingin nung driver na yun e. Tapos yung pinapakinggan pa nyang AM radio station e binalita pa yung tungkol sa land grabbing case filed by tiwalags ang tiktiks against Bro. Eli. Hay naku naman, lumang style na yan! Feeling nya maapektuhan ako? Katatapos lang kaya ng Pasalamat ko last Sat, sakto ‘tong awit namin oh…

Sa dinami-daming kasinungalingang nababalitaan, hinding-hindi kami matatablan sa ganyan.

Pangungutya’t paninirang kathang-isip lang, nagnanais na manggulo sa ‘ming isipan.

Hindi magpapahadlang lingkod mo sa Silangan, Ikaw ang aming kaligtasan.

I’d rather sleep than listen to lies.

Whether he be a sinner or no, I know not: one thing I know, that, whereas I was blind, now I see.

Kayo forever blind!!! Belat nyo! Inggitacious lang kayo kasi we’re so pretty in the eyes of the Lord, unlike yung girls sa inyo, kelangan pa magpintura ng mukha at maglagay ng burloloy sa katawan para lang mapansin. We don’t need them because…

Real beauty is effortless. – La Greta